I feel weird. Probably because it’s 2:36 and I should be in bed (and I will as soon as I finish blogging, which is my last task today apparently).
Probably also because today has been this emotional roller-coaster. I woke up feeling sore due to a very pained back, which plagued me throughout the day. Then I alternated between lethargic and hyper, which made for an interesting Friday. I was apathetic in English, couldn’t focus in biology, too energetic for drama (which was very low-key today) and just felt blah in physics.
I felt pretty good on the way home and at work. I was engaged in what I was doing, I guess, so I didn’t take time to think. When I got home, I was so wiped and drained that I wanted to do nothing. I think that’s when the roller coaster started downhill.
I picked up around 9 because This Hour Has 22 Minutes had an absolutely brilliant episode, with several mock-Liberal attack ads. But as the night (and now morning) went on, I feel less satisfied than I did earlier today. Earlier I was quite optimistic. Now I feel very insecure and unsure. 
I can only hope that my weekend will pick up enough to avoid any more roller-coasterism. I‘ve decided that if I avoid thinking about school as much as possible, I’ll lessen the stress on me.
Maybe getting a good morning’s sleep will also pick me up. 
It’s not that I‘m doing badly, and I don’t think I‘m depressed. I’m just very, very, very confused and uncertain.
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I feel some what responisble for keeping you up so late with all the distractions.
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I don’t know if it will help, but you are not alone in being in an unstable mood…Winter is like the season of distractions. Keep yourself blindly distracted from reality and you will do fine, most likely. (Until spring, that is…)
Saturday, January 14, 2006 at 8:40 PM